Just a bit of advice. If, for some reason, you are ever in need of my services as a caretaker, go ahead and let yourself die. I really suck at it. I helped my mom take my grandfather for some dental surgery today and when he came out, I couldn't even look him in the face. It didn't help that when he drooled his milkshake because he couldn't feel his face after the surgery that the vanilla milkshake came out strawberry. The idea of having to stay and take care of an elderly or sick person by myself is fodder for a horror movie script for me. It's a really good thing that I didn't try to go into medicine.
And yet, I somehow manage to cup my hands under my son's mouth when I hear him gagging and know he's going to throw up. This and changing his crappy diapers don't even disgust me and my own grandfather gave me the creeps.
What the hell is wrong with me?